Thank you, Jerusalem.

[Saul]

I was invited to recite poetry in Tel Aviv, Israel over this past Thanksgiving weekend. I had never been and decided it would be a perfect opportunity to see for myself the realities of the situation that I have held very hard opinions on, while still feeling somewhat uninformed: the Israeli-Palestinian conflict, the unrest of the Middle East, and the greater War on Terror.

I knew that the Israeli government, through its notorious army, had set boundaries between their people and the Palestinians.
I knew that Israel, over the years, has remained the U.S.’s number one ally in most foreign affairs, especially war, and those that revolve around our, and their, War on Terror.
I knew that much of the unrest surrounding Israel had to do with the millions of people displaced, forced to emigrate, or live in camps after the 1948 U.N. decision that created Israel and shipped thousands of European holocaust survivors into the Middle East giving them their own state in the middle of what was then Palestine.
I knew that those of the Jewish faith felt common binds to the land as it is openly documented in the Old Testament and history books that the land once belonged to them over three thousand years ago, and that it is their belief that this land was promised to them by God in his covenant with his chosen people.
And I was frightened.

I was frightened because, despite the countless young, hip Israeli kids I had met over the years, their tales of teaching my poems in classes in workshops or of hearing my music and words blasted at parties, I couldn’t help but feel the fear the media had instilled in me, that this was not a safe place, that bombs might explode in my hotel lobby or at the market place. And there was also another fear: the fear that came from my friends, mostly Palestinian, and their encounters with Israeli soldiers. I’d heard of interrupted poetry readings, closely monitored gatherings, illegal walls, murdered men and boys, I’d heard comparisons to Apartheid…I didn’t know what to expect.

My reception was very similar to how I have been received by students across the world in places like South Africa, Australia, Brazil, throughout Europe and North America. They came bearing gifts, thank you notes, demo tapes, and poems. They thanked me for coming. Some voiced their surprise that I would come given Israel’s political situation, along with the call to boycott Israel by many Palestinian organizations. I told them I was familiar with the boycott and had been a willing participant my entire life, even as a teenager in the Apartheid days, and it seemed that things had only gotten worse. My thoughts were that if things were going to change, Israeli kids were gonna have to be part of the movement and that they needed to be inspired to think for themselves and question all that they were born into; and that I could no more successfully boycott the students and youth of Israel than I could those of America; how our government has quite openly condoned or endorsed Israel’s behavior over the years, seemingly frightened of the ramifications if we acted otherwise. It has at times felt impossible to criticize the governmental policies of Israel without being labeled anti-Semitic: a brand no American wishes to wear, ‘though criticizing a countries policy and treatment of it’s neighbors is separate and distinct from judging their religious faith and doctrine.

I’ve read at over 200 universities in the U.S., red states and the confederacy included, and I would no more boycott the youth of those territories than I would the youth of Israel. Most of us become apathetic- feel powerless in the face of making real change. The policies that we are born into we perpetuate without much thought until we are somehow inspired to begin the process of thinking for ourselves, to question all that we are told; all that we are told we are; to question our beliefs, the religions, institutions, and social groups we silently “belong” to, and all that we must one day decide whether to instill into our children or not.

It is an act that takes great discernment. I, for instance, would love my kids to learn some of the great songs and spirit of my religious upbringing, but I also know the amount of hard-thinking and alienation I suffered through in order to break away from that religion, closer to it’s principles of disciplined compassion, and open up to the harmonious truths I saw beyond religion and the crutches we use to help us stand upright in our understanding of each other, love, community, nature, and the universe at large. And it is my compassion for all who suffer, whether under suppressive rule or the silent rule of tradition and militant sheepishness, those who feel powerless in the face of change, who wish things would be different but have no idea how to go at it alone; those who feel alone, who feel compelled to “think different” beyond the trademark of their times, who only need a single spark to be the light that outshines history, those who dare not be shrouded by religious mystery; it is because of my belief in the power of art to act like a B vitamin: flush the system and dislodge the fat and disease from the tissue surrounding the heart and brain; because I want my shot at the virus, and because I think apathy is a plague and want to rid the slow of progress from it’s time-consuming glitches…. I could go on for days running on this Arabian coffee…. I feel like a generator and want to charge a generation. I feel that we must seize the moment and inspire our peers and maybe even our parents to save us from the future that awaits us, like an arranged marriage, if we do not find the courage to get over ourselves and the past, which haunts us…. for all these reasons and more, I had to come.

The reading, for about 1000, mostly Israeli, kids went as expected: they stood in silence, recited passages by heart, some with tear-filled eyes. The highlight of the reading (for me) was when I read a passage from ,said the shotgun to the head. which I had written to criticize the role that religion and patriarchy play in the American system of war, particularly in response to 9/11. I had written this poem with American soldiers, businessmen, our then president Bush, Christian fundamentalists and other religious leaders in mind. Yet, as I read it was clear that the words rang even more powerfully in Israeli ears and that they clearly, or perhaps, even better understood the religious symbolism and references I used to question when leaders use God as an excuse for war.

The greatest Americans
have not been born yet.

They are waiting patiently
for the past to die.

Please give blood

Those crumbled tablets were to share a story with a burning Bush.

Where is that voice from nowhere to remind us that the holy ground we walk on
purified by native blood, has rooted trees whose fallen leaves
now color-code a sacred list of demands?

Who among us can give translation of autumn hues to morning news?

The anchorman
thrown overboard
has simply rooted us
in histories repeating cycle:
A nation in its Saturn years
that won’t acknowledge karma.

Where is that voice from nowhere?
-the ones your prophets spoke of?

For I hear voices of fear disconnected from their diaphragms
dangling from coffee covered teeth- that spill into our laps
and scorch our privates.

There are voices from the sides of necks, some already noosed
dangling participles pronouns running for sentence, serving life
in corner offices and ghetto corners. Their voices are the same
dead to themselves, numb to the possibility of truth existing beyond that
which they can palm in their hands, period.

There are voices of elders
which seem to do no more
than damn us to our childish ways
for, in many households, wisdom
no longer comes with age.

So where is that voice from nowhere?
-that burning bush?
-that passing dove?

I hear the voices of generals calling for ammunition
presidents calling for arms and women calling for help.

Where is that voice from nowhere?
-that god of Abraham?

Can He be heard over the gunfire?
-the whiz of passing missiles?
-the crash of buildings?
-the cries of children?
-the crack of bones?
-the shriek of sirens?

Or is that his mighty voice?

Your angry god craving the sacrifice of early generations sons degenerate.
Your holy books written in red ink on burning sands.
Your prayers between rounds do no more than fasten the fate of your children
to the hammered truth of your trigger.

A truth that mushrooms its darkened cloud over the rest of us
so that we too bear witness to the short lived fate of a civilization
that worships a male god.

Your weapons are phallic, all of them.

That dummy that sits on your lap is no longer a worthwhile spectacle.
His shrunken pale face leaves little room for imagination.
We have spotted your moving lips and have pinned the voice to its proper source:
it is a source of madness
it is a source of hunger for power
a source of weakness
a source of evil.

We are exiting your coliseum and are encircling your box-office
demanding our families back, our cultures back, our rituals back, our gods back
so that we may return them to their proper source: the source of life
the source of creation: our mothers’ womb; the Great Goddess.

We will cut through the barbwire hangers and chastity belts.
We will climb in and incubate our spirits to the winter.
We will wait through the degenerate course of your repeated history.

We will wait
for the past
to die.

I watched their faces as I recited this poem by heart and it appeared that they were having the same experience as the Face Book group I came across one day, that cracked me up, something like “People who think Saul Williams is speaking directly to them when they read or hear his poetry”. After reading the poem, I informed the audience that although it may have seemed like those words were directly pointed at them, I had written the poem primarily with America and Americans in mind, yet let it serve as a testament of how closely linked our governments and established policy and beliefs are linked.
I met a lot of people that night, including the famous Israeli poet/song-writer Yaakov Rotblit who invited me to return to his home with him in Jerusalem that night. I told him that I would not be able to as I had plans to visit Palestinian territories in the West Bank the next day. I hadn’t yet confirmed how I would get there, but that was my intent and I planned to make it happen, by any means.

It didn’t take much effort to make arrangements and the following day four anarchist activists came to pick me up and drive me to Bilin: a small Palestinian village outside of Tel Aviv, famous for it’s weekly peaceful protests against the Israeli government and army. Before reaching the “invisible green line” that separates Israel from Palestine, they informed me that the “freeway” we were driving on was Jewish or Israeli Only, and that Palestinians had to travel separate and roundabout routes to reach their destinations. When we turned off the freeway and passed through the tank and machine gun patrolled security checkpoint, composed of the mandatory service men and women (all Israeli boys must serve 3 years in the military and all girls must serve two) I felt and saw a drastic shift from the American Apparel, Coffee Bean, KFC, and McDonald filled streets of Tel Aviv into the white stoned hills and olive trees of a fabled land. As we approached the village of Bilin, it seemed we twisted and curved from 1st world to 3rd in a matter of minutes. Barefoot children in Islamic garb, covered women… You’ve seen the pictures. We pulled up in front of the community center and were greeted by many Palestinian boys and men, and a few international activists, who were intent on making their American artist guest feel welcome, but first they wanted to show me the wall (already declared illegal by the Israeli parliament but still heavily patrolled and standing) that the Israeli Army had built separating them over 60 percent of their land and farms: their livelihood. So we walked on foot over rubble and dirt, kicking what I first thought were stones, until a young boy picked one up and showed me what a tear gas rocket looked like. Like the wall, the rocket had also been deemed illegal by the Israeli parliament, but it didn’t seem to stop the army from shooting them. They took off their hats to show me scars left by the tear gas rockets and rubber bullets, lifted up their shirts, pulled up pant legs and within minutes we stood about 30 feet from a barbed wire fence. The man beside me showed me the place where his brother, a peace seeking activist had been shot to death, only six months earlier, for touching the wall during a protest. They told me of the thought and creativity they put into their weekly protests: building long snakes out of paper and canvas to symbolize the snake like wall slithering through their territories, tying themselves to together and to self-made walls that the army must disassemble (symbolically) in order to arrest them, tying themselves to olive trees and reciting poems…. but we are too many gathered by this fence right now, our voices are growing too loud and the soldiers have started gathering on the other side. I can see them standing on top of vehicles with binoculars, guns slung over their shoulders, I can see the cameras on long poles pointing to face us, I can hear them talking into their walkie-talkies, and one of the Palestinian men walking with us, the one who has been doing most of the talking as he explains their current situation says, “We should move from here. They will fire shortly. There are too many of us gathered. They will think this is a protest”. So we head back to the makeshift community center, about twenty of us, and they gather in a circle to tell me of their hardship. They explain how they have been unable to sleep for weeks because of nine army raids in the past nine nights; how hard it is to comfort frightened children when soldiers break through doors with sound grenades and tear gas and gather the men and boys. Sixteen young boys are being held from this small village for supposedly throwing stones at soldiers, held for months without trial. They explained how they must apply for a day pass to enter nearby Tel Aviv for employment and how most of them have been denied passes (even the one whose six year old son has cancer and can only find treatment in a Tel Aviv hospital). They ask me if I will write about their struggle in my poems and songs. They tell me how they fear a two state agreement would only escalate conflict as the boundaries have not been agreed upon and that they dream of one shared state, peaceful and tolerant. They tell me stories of Bassam, the peaceful Palestinian young man who was killed six months ago, and the videos they have of him trying to talk to soldiers, of his creative ideas for their weekly peaceful march to the wall. They tell me of what it’s like to live in fear, surrounded by soldiers and tanks. I imagine myself as a little boy and how my simple inclination would be to throw stones, because that’s what I did. I threw stones and pine cones (which I made believe were grenades) at imagined army targets. But these realities were not imagined, they were real, and in very real ways we were surrounded.

Of course, for me, this reality was only temporarily. I was accompanied by Israeli students whose license plates insured that we’d be let back into Tel Aviv. And that’s exactly what we did. We drove back into town and after a few hours of deep dialogue and processing of the experience together they dropped me off at the bar where the promoters that brought me were DJ-ing. Israeli kids know how to party.
But most at the party that I spoke to had never been into Palestinian territories. They felt deeply for the Palestinian people, but seemed as if they felt little power to change the situation. They hoped for the best.

The next morning (Sunday) I went to Jerusalem. We took the freeway that was for Israeli’s only. As I approached the old city I couldn’t help but think of how it’s white stoned walls reminded me of Beverly Hills. People of all faiths and religions walked together. Soldiers with machine guns walked between them. Vendors sold very Jesus-like sandals, beads with crosses, the teachings of famous rabbis, rugs, photographs and paintings of religious leaders, etc. I froze in front of a t-shirt that was being sold beside a painting of Jesus meticulously made to look ancient and distressed. The t-shirt had a picture of a fighter jet and said in red letters over the top, “ Don’t Worry America”, and then beneath the jet, “Israel’s got your back.” Suddenly I thought of that scene in the Bible where Jesus disrupts the bazaar being held within the gates of the temple, over-turning tables and kicking people out. This is one of my favorite ways of remembering Jesus; rebellious and hardcore. I over-hear American accents. One group is being reminded that they are to meet at 6pm for a worship service.
Everyone I had met had told me that I would feel something beautiful and ancient when I reached Jerusalem, something mystical. Mostly, I felt angry. I was still choked up on yesterdays journey. I couldn’t believe that so many had found it impossible to climb over the walls of old cities and testaments and embrace a faith in humanity beyond the self-imposed boundaries of man and his misinterpretations and misuses of power through government and tradition. Here I was in a city where woman were still supposed to clear the sidewalks and pathways when men were leaving the temple, a city that history had been built up and destroyed again and again, by empire after empire, and we still seemed intent on building new walls, waging new wars, with God used again and again as an excuse.

Unfortunately, my time in Jerusalem was cut short, as it was time for me to head to the airport and back home. We walked out of the gates of the old city, twisted and turned through a few roads, stopped at an amazing record store/café, and then towards the car. As we waited for the parking attendant to bring the car, three Arab teenagers passed, taking a moment to marvel at my wild hair and seemingly foreign get up. One of them looked out of his tilted visor and said, “Wassup”, full swagger intact. I smiled back and returned, “Wassup”. He looked at me, smiled, put his hand over his heart and winked as he said, “Peace, my nigga.” Wow. Thank you, Jerusalem. You made me feel at home.

[mothabones]

I agree.

Yes. It is the traditions on many levels that build the walls of resistance. It is up to each to face in themselves their own walls they have built in regards to justice in life. All is connected.

On my trip to Israel in 1990, I entered the Palestinian market against the rules. I was welcomed there and shared much deep dialogues on human rights. In the clubs, I met African jewish rastafarians who shared and dissiminated much human rights information. My years in Alaska with the natives was very similar and the sovereign issues on genocide were disturbing. Life issues go back very deep in roots that predicted the further violences, genocides, unecessary suffering, and patterns of manmade that deteriorate the inherent blueprint of life.

We are and have been at critical mass, yet ones still ignore voices that are pieces to the puzzles, spending more time making up reasons why ones don't deserve a voice, or a quality life, or even the simple resource of vitamin B infusions. Not only are the illegal walls up in Israel, there are also many toxins in the environment due to warfare and industries. Bilan land is having corporate interests building dwellings there for Israelies only; but also marketting these lower-income apartments in toxic and zones of higher violence. Israel sacrifices its own low-income citizens just as they do elsewhere, including the U.S.

In America,I am seeing an increase in many diseases, worsening of symptoms, and lack of proper care and resources. At the hospital podiatry clinic yesterday,there were over 100 waiting for care. Over 70 percent of them had limbs and appendages amputated from diabetes not being timely diagnosed or treated.They looked like war victims.Many were teenagers. Many of them also had on IV packets due to their dialysis and kidney issues. Many of them were not even given homecare for the wound cleaning from amputations, even though it was the infectious gangrene that led to the amputations!

After 8 weeks of advocacy,there still is no wheelchair for 57 year old Paul who originated from Ghana. Countless times, I find him collapsed on the street from a fall, about to be hit by a car. He worked in the US for over 20 years, but was never given citizen status.He also had his legs seriously disabled on the job. He lost his room when they illegally raised his rent. He is in constant danger and constant unecessary stress and duress. America has many victims, just more aesthetically hidden than in other countries. The world is a mess, but I am not cynical-I am passionate to many solutions. I just dream of solutions, journalling them for further safeguard and attempts to nurture the seeds.

The libraries distribute numerous flyers of how toxic this area is, not just from the superfundsites such as agent orange dioxin (which also screams vit b, detox, evacuate, and more; but also the biggest incinerator in the nation. The government and nonprofits that distribute these flyers with much lacking information, also turn ther head to te health needs of their many citizens that are exposed.

I could go on and on. From state to state, I have been seeing increasing issues that are endangering life and oppresing ones from various resources. Just as much as I knew I wanted to tote the global adoption child, which is now a Hollywood trend; I also have always wanted to assist in the local need. All isthe same outcomes,the recipes just differ in various factors. The same links are missing, and the same hypocrisies are involved.

America is no longer America for many, and I am not sure it ever was.Just as birds will still not fly over concentration camps-the canaries in the mines are not being heard. Entertainment is needed and no crime, but its also becoming a distraction and symbols of redflags that do assist in the inequalities in many diversities, including genders.

Gender issues. Race issues. Economic issues. Status issues. Even going to an outspoken celebrity on life issues, can be a risk these days. For who knows how they will treat you? Doublestandards are just rampant these days. One can truly be nonapathetic with a track record,yet still ignored. Yet, the answers lie in sanctuary, something many do not have access to,except inside. Yet, no matter how much they build inside,the external does not mirror in the hands absent of the touch of life. Its a vicious cycle of history that continues to outcaste the very necessary voices of various witness and experiene, that leads to repiitions of tyranny and outcastings. My mentor father died in his pursuit to legally enact sanctuary. His work expands from Alaska, to Hawaii, to Israel/Palestine, to U.S. supreme courts, to North Korea, to the Bering Sea, to the United Nations. His work I still carry, thousands of hours, years he dedicated to create, endorse sanctuary, freedom of expression, sovereign inherent rights, compassion, and love. He was an honorary member of the Tunakek elders counsel, wisdom of the native elders in unity and advocacy. He learned the hard way of who not to trust and who to trust. So have I. He passed over with a shotgun to his heart. His spirit is with me now as I write this. He taught me what a man was, a human being, a soul, a life and the values of all of that. I wrote down every word he ever told me. I knew I would need each and everyone someday at various times. And I have. Word is power and so is inherent energy.

It is not the israelis that build walls and kill. It is the ones in power that manipulate and endorse killings and injustice. It is every country in many ways and degrees that maim and name themselves the country. Blindly many sheep follow. Many followed Hitler also,as many followed slavery, as many dump toxins,as many turn heads.

The answers are so very simple, its the excuses and the reasons and the inner resistances of various ones in various degrees of power, status, favor, and privilege that do not take the full qualitative leap over the various paradigms and habits that cause all of these problems. If i call the mayors office to get Paul a wheelchair, every word from their camp is a resistance to change. If I call on others in power, as I have, its the same resistance to compassion that creates the same types of enemies as Palestine and Israel, and North Korea to South. Yet, they are brothers in their roots-Cane and Able. And they are tribes from the same sovereign gardens of paradise, differing in gender but not differing in worth. I always wonder how my voice or others would be received if our advocacy to ones put us in a different body of race, color, gender, or economic favor. Would the story be different? I believe yes. Can the story become different and rewritten? Yes, by the simple action of choice done in the movements of the heart and soul. Just as ones kill their own on their own streets and villages, ones kill others of diversity or attempt to fracture their soul. Regardless of how ones are inequally treated, they do not have to play the part or the role of the meek. That is the beginning of history rewriting itself. One can still be royal even in the hoods, the ghettos, or behind the visible and invisible walls that only offer resistance to life.

Females stil sweep the streets at the Wailing Wall, are sexually injured everywhere, outcasted, allowed to suffer, have their hyphens cut-off--and we still can't decipher the missing link? Trust me, ones in power have been given various opportunities to meet and take this leap-but they have chosen not to. If only we could befriend those angels that have met these men and given them space and support to blossom in their inherent passions of expression and development without having to mate or sex them; wise with the wisdom of all females to embrace their goddess in safe manners and environments. For each one builds up the necessary compassion and nurture needed to assist life in all of these regions. Fronlline nurses of sanctuary to be built versus more soldiers in or out of uniform. Angels are not meek, they are flames alive in their pursuit to protect, safeguard, and promotions of the inherent. No angel of witness is an easy task.

If ones are legit, then drop your arms to unity, for I guarantee an impact of increased safety and quality for life will be manifested at accellerated rates. The walls are definetley wailing to be heard. The walls are visible and visible. The wounds are visible and invisible and screaming for nutrients,detox, and suture. The future is depending on it and the missing links are of the invisible but they become visible through the actions of the energy of love, the recipes of love and the inherent infrastructures that are recreated, created, architected, and woven. There are no dresscodes for the layers are not garbed, they are peeled to naked, to reveal.

Israel has missed the link,even though it is symbolized as a cipher in the kabbalah, just as every religion and race has made it absent in various degrees. The power structures of Israel do not make me or others safer or supported, just as the president or queen do either. The only things or symbols that ensure safety or growth are dancing harmonic in proportion to our inherent blueprints. If they do not to all life, then the pattern is off in various steps and must be addressed, individually and collectively. When we truly reassess our pasts we can further see clearly the messaeges and messengers. Coming clean means coming home which allows all in all areas of life and lack to own the ultimacy and mastery of their inheritence. Palestine and Israe will not dance as brothers and sisters until the local self dances with the sisters and brothers in expressive movement therapies that heal the very same roots these countries need to value and address. Its all the same dance, the story of the recipe differs in degrees. And it all can be written in mathematical formulas. If the formula is rewrittento equal out, then it will equal ground zero, zero gravity, and the invisible will be sewn and woven into a visible fragment. The future is now.

[KEMET]

so, all of that/those things that were preparing and condensing inside of you weeks and days prior to this trip was for this...that moment spent...digesting...hmmmm...I feel your dad while typing this and Yashua was a rebel who often stirred it up.."Wassup"!!! original nigga...lol...you were in Cannaan land...come on..Original Hebrew...lol..Greater is he that is in me....hmmmmm...How amazing to be in the center of everything to witness...you were there for me and us...so, thank you Generator..for allowing this reception to take its proper place...as I was reading your "Thank YOU", you allowed me to feel and see it all..( and you know i could and did..lol)

Saul, there will be many more trips like this because, well, it's needed..You are UNI-VERS-AL..your swagga is peace..funny Jerusalem means possesion of peace..lol...in the place where original temples were constructed...
Yashua went there when he was 12.... he went back when he was older and chased away and cleansed the temple ( the image that comes to you of him turning tables over...lol) and it is said that was the place he was crucified, buried and resurrected....

"By the rivers of Babylon, there we sat down,yea,we wept, when we remembered Zion. We hanged our harps upon the willow in the midst thereof. For there that carried us away captive required of us a song: and they that wasted us required of us mirth, saying sing us one of the songs of Zion. How shall we sing the Lord's song in a strange land? If I forget, O Jerusalem, let my right hand forget her cunning. I f I do not remember thee, let my tongue cleave to the roof of my mouth: if I prefer not Jerusalem above my cheif joy"~ Psalm 137

you...dearest beloved one...you make me remember!!!!
~Kennethia

[rahkie]

"They ask me if I will write about their struggle in my poems and songs."

Out of all the words you wrote, that quote made me feel every emotion my body is capable of producing. I'm thinking to myself "Is there not a voice that could or would scream loud enough?"

I am actually more angry right now thinking about how people are "Forced" to live now than I am thinking about how my ancestors were forced to live. I'm not sure if that feeling is right but it feel right to me.

[ZeppelinFreak]

This has inspired me to do something. What yet I do not know, but something I must.

[mothabones]

Solutions that work in degrees.
That is what needs to be done.
Put all on one page-what my pops said.

Gift bags:
All areas of need-we all have things to give that add up to alot of dif supplies, that many take for granted. The smallest thing as a toothbrush and clean laundry are rarities to many.

And the giftbags celebs get are outrageous and much effort-time is put into preparing more gifts with ones that have excessive materials and favor and assistance-these gift bags have great 'trade' items in every ghetto-local to bilan

celebs/politicians/rich need to be told-excessive-its a misbalance-gluttony is not worth misbalance
ex: sweet 16 show
ex: pdiddy just spent 3mil on his bday-that would have uplifted bilan needs by at least 60 percent or paid for at least ten people with intense toxic exposure to get detoxed safely and monitored/supported

basic items of need-locally and globally:
toothbrush/paste
teatree-cavitygum preventative-antibacterial
colloidal silver-antibact
flashlights-batteries-lanterns-electriccordslong-generators-candles-waterproof matches-lighters-
fish-hemp oil
emergency powder food
water-juice-tea-coffee
tp/papertowel/rags/towels/socks/boots/underwear/nikesconversereebok/clothes/wintercoats/blankets/pots and utensils
protein babyfood-emergencies for all ages and both human and animal
alot more-esp if situation very critical

friday night is shabbas in israel-that means alot of food-activists can bring that in

if ones can't be brought out for medical care it needs to be brought in

the propaganda created is 2 sided-females on both sides r unequal status-history shows that weakening this gender leads to further invasions of groups-there are good and bad in all of the walks-it needs to come down to who ones are energetically, trait, action wise-these superiority complexes in race, religion, gender, economic have only led to unecessary suffering

a crisis in one area should not equate to ignore injustice locally or elsewhere-if degrees of quality, sustainment, and acccess to resources, including medical and healing are lacking-then its a priority also.

create more jobs that create more skills that are necessary and valuable

letters-phonecalls-referall letter examples-from celebs, doctors, social agencies, politicians, rich-do make a difference for ones become aware others are aware, monitoring, witnessing and it holds ones accountable for actions and lack of actions

example:

Dear israeli pres/parliament/apt redevelopers in bilan, any violent actors

I am aware that there is entire populations of Palestines that are walled in, in your country or where you do business. Would you like to be walled in? Access to necessary medical care is cut-off and basic living needs and diet needs are not being met. I understand that many Jews have been bombed, but this has happened to them also. This needs to stop, this is very violent behavior. The redevelopers already own enough properties, there is no need for them to take away our land and shelter. It is not cool to put your own people in these ghettos also, in a war-zone where you would never live. Resolving the politics is one issue, yet turning it into a business deal is unethical. The business people get more soldiers to protect their property, than people get. You all, ya'll have gotten to a point where you need to check yourself before you wreck yourself. Everyone deserves basic needs, quality, dignity, and liberty.If your wives are endorsing this behavior or ignoring it, they are just as guilty. All life and religions are of value and worth and the bullying, oppression, and selfishness needs to stop.

I am asking you to tear down the wall and allow and supply all the types of needs that you would want for yourself. e are documenting the endangerment and harm and you will be held accountable. Fight out these issues with your conflicting peers and stop dumping your shit onto innocent people. You take, you toxin, you weaken, and you maim. Please listen to Michael Jackson's Man in the mirror, recite the shama, reregulate your energy, and dance the havana gila until you stop your tyranny in this orgone economy. I expect to hear positive actions and results soon.
Sincerely serious,
a famous celeb
a poliician, doctors,attorneys, and more..

example 2 letter:

dear mayor,doctors, governo, politiians, diamond alkali, occidental oil co, incinerator owners, redevelopers and more:

YOu have been dumping toxins and allowing this insane behavior for over 25 years now. Clean up your shit. Your carborn footprint is way too excessive. Bodies have been superfunded from your tort actions. Our disease rates are staggering. Chemical injury rates are sky-high. If you superfund a body or the environment, then you need to clean it up immediately. If I took a shit on your house floor, would you find it appropriate for me to even do that, and then to walk away? Regardless, of how much you like and enjoy power and money, your behavior and condoning it is obvious and unethical. The minute Obama's garden was found to be toxic, it was cleaned up. That resource should be available to all in a timely manner. Overcharging for services goes against hippocrates oath. To leave the low-income populations out of standard care for exposures is also unethical. I hardly think ones were born on earth to produce and distribute chemcials and heavy metals all their life. Aren't you interested in underwater basket weaving or something. Maybe you should spend more time training as a frontline nurse or making carebags for the ones you injured and others in the world that not only need them, but would have the gratitude to appreciate it. If your wife is condoning and enabling this behavior then your marriage must be lousy, especially the sex. Have you ever heard of galactic sex? Please peel off your layers, your dress is like codes that only leads to false power and unecessary suffering. You are not the only ones here on planet earth, and we all have a right to exist. Ignoring our voices as you use media channels to propogate how well this city is doing, is really dishonest. I refuse to attend another event with you until you shape up. I thought you were a better person. I will not subscribe to your ways and I am bearing witness to all of this
Remarkably yours,
Arnold Schwartzenigga

example 3:

To Whom it May Concern,
I am aware that a young lady, Karen Greene, has been exposed to high levels of toxins in your jurisdiction. She is in desperate need for standard medical care and supportive care immediately. She and her family need to also be evacuated, and not into a shelter; but to the region area where they desire and feel they will be in a necessary cleaner environment. I expect you will give them all the support they need in a dignified and noninvasive manner. I am already aware that her exposure was ignored, you failed to assist her in a timely manner, and you have left her injured to fend for herself and endure unecessary suffering that is inhumane. I am an honest person and I tell it how it is. I am not going to sugarcoat it, because sugar is bad for you, and it is obvious you have enough people wining and dining you to the point where your behaviors have gotten out of hand. I will be contacting you via phone and person soon. No, I do not have time to have a martini or dinner with you, at this time. My priority is this woman, her family and any others out there that have been harmed and need assistance. I will be having dinner with them and breaking bread on behalf of their life, health, and safety to bear children. Your behavior is so unethical, it detrimentally has affects on children not even born. You are framing the innocents that are not even born yet. How dare you cause them harm and put a low value on them.

Very concerned and watching,
Saul Willowbee

Supplies, witness, letters, arts, movements, unity, training, create nec jobs. redistribution and defining of wealth, value, currency, taking it to the curb, expandiing awareness, goals of balance and energetics recycled...

many ways to help if ones work together

paul needs more letters
i have mamaged some of his agency workers to write two
i write letters and do calls if given information
i train in animal rescue which equates into emergency rescue skills for humans
i have a passport
i have no fear of working frontlines
entertainment is a great facade to put it upon-same as with united nations human rights and environ law
one israeli attorney did win the illegality ruling with parliament
more attorneys should assist
the case is already paperwork won
so all that occurs magnfies the crimes

i would have to be evacuated first and standard detox so that i can rebuild-again
would need care for my rescues
but that is easy for it provides jobs and medical and other training, including multitasking, holding life alive while on the edge of death fragile, health monitoring and documentation, and how to stay cool and calm in emergencies

i think i tried to have this conversation about ten years ago with someone but it was ignored.
i think its time it is heard, and others are also.

celeb talk gossip endorsement next product or artifact
why are these conversations and pursuits of higher importance and consistancy?

critical path, brave new world-so many warned..
we are at critical mass
more needs to be generated

i can make essences for in bilan or elsewhere but i need more tincture bottles and maiing costs
also mailing supplies contact infos for various areas are needed-for mail may not get to bilan, other places

schinders newlist harriet tubman style-create workers for jobs-dance, medic, healing, entertainment-expands evacuation and passport expansions

there are solutions-and even more-and every little bit makes a difference

there are many soldiers that don' t want to be-that could be frontliners
emts. vets, doctors, animal rescuers, others
there are industry art platforms that need more voices that expand the peer groups in more unique and utilitarian ways


there are many teens that would assist-many on paths of distraction and destruction

survivors -many who would love to help if given a platform how

there is all the legal work my dad and the natives did that he trained-that needs to be supplemented and taken deeper

legislation and laws are outdated, do not protect, costly, time-consuming
hiphop the law with presentations that put the motions of discovery into play
and allow the people to truly represent and decide
less troops more frontliners
(check out my sloppy grant proposal under link 'health' on this site

my rant on misleading grants/scholarships is a whole other bone to pick...



more supplies

coffee-work as temporary pain killer for toxins

warzones and many other areas-toxic exposures pain pill-don't know why but have learned that-can help when care is not there-future research area-is it trace pesticides or caffeine formula-for it does not work with soda-homeo like cures like..works with foldgers, american choice, maxwell, gasstation coffee-wonder if it will with the arabic
could you send some
would love to formally research this area i accidently stumbled upon..

vit b and c esp
but iron, a, for various ailments
c0q10-toxic, aids, cancer, trauma, bullet/bomb wounds-necessity
bandage, bandaids, heat/cool pads (dollar store), some herbs dress wounds well-location ones should be found
flower/gem essences: bachflower rescue remedy and alaska ak remedy-can stabilze a life in critical to gain time to get medical care-

food -healthy fresh to easy to prep/transport
sanitizer-hydrogen peroxide-soapantibacterial-gloves, plastic gloves, backpacks, old cell phones, radios, cd players,
bleach, pen, papers, crayon/markers,


Training and modalities:

osteo cranial sacral-releases trauma, stabilize life-threatening, releases cranial depression caused by envir factors and increases willpower to carry on
cpr/artificial resuscitation
iv's and subqfluids
trauma training
dance movement expressive therapies

more dialogues to work on and introduce solutions in action in timely manners

working with ones with skills and trackrecords-each person turned away that has much to offer multiplies affects of more harmed then dead

pieces of puzzle-sole leadership does not get most done-there are many generator pieces to the puzzle


israel has been sending over alot of students to be trained in d/m/t/expressive therapies-was majority of students in my classes-that is a resource there

animal rescue-many are able to use medical care on humans-great training ground to create more frontline nurses

vets-can do human care in emergencies

there is alot more

one person can't do it all and many one persons won't
so why not assist more
who will..

[mothabones]

giving
it makes such a huge difference
in all types of critical situations

in each of those areas
there are ones who have something to say
if yoo attend to them
they are not usually with the group

they go deeper into the populations
surrounding them
there is where the giving is needed most

they are tending
tending to the ones that need the giving
the most

one simple act of giving
can save their life
its really pretty much amazing

plants
when in crisis
send messages to other plants
of all species
that is an inherent proecess
phenonemom

then the receiving plants
send various chemical formulas to them
that is
they feed them energy
tending
cultivating
stimulates growth

they share
and grow stronger

heart conditions are high in criical areas
many times toxic exposures
even in local us hospitals
exposure reactions send ones to hospitals
they are usually told they have gastrovirus
and many are now on psychotropic medications
which are increasing their chemical exposures
oher conditions very high

while in the er
with other cases
esp. in low-income hospitals
there is at least one person
that is barely holding on
and not given the attention
they need from an energetic standpoint
when it is at a critical moment of that
feeding
when i gave them rocks
recited prayers from their belief systems
or said other positive throughtforms
that related to them and the issue
while holding the arm or leg
with steady giving
not merging
that could kill at that level of hooking in crisis
but interphasing
outcomes have changed
significantly
they always wanted the stone
regardless of age, race, religion
always very open to the energy of the stone
once they felt it
felt it
at critical mass ones are very open to energy
they are dying
to feed
i never throw rocks
but i keep them in my pockets and purse
they always come in handy
instead of throwing rocks
i tend, write, and make phone calls, emails. arts, and dance to the plants
we have to dare ourselves in other acts
to move the broadway out of syndication

in a san diego hospital
they just recently
thankgod
allowed shamans reverend type access
the hwang have responding significantly
when energy work they sacredly relate to
is given
the death rates have dramatically decreased
and so have the amount of hwang that are
now that is an act

mentally labelled and put on psychotropics
paula-from ghanan
is one of those victim types
a shaman from his belief system
would have been the energetic administering
he was in contact with
but had lost
his play needs more acts
yesterday when i told him i know you were grand hot with the ladies in your day
boy did his face and eyes pop into a grin
he was grand in his days before he got injured
his tribal family raised him and culture maimed him
and he had not been told things that made him remember who he iswas
he was told many things that made him forget
that deconstructed him and his act
the act is now in critical
disorganized
endangering

this is where change occurs
not at the parties
but where the roots are
the roots are where to build the acts
they subroot to each in subteranean
to regrow the fabrics of the familiar
what is most familiar to a soul?
life and growth

is it more important to bomb an area
disrupting more life
then it is for ones there
and coming in
to focus
on the priorities
the sick and injured babies
that cry out even in their sleeps
the elderly man holding onto disease
genetic or root environ factor caused or triggered
who if fed energy
which is love
will be able to sustain in further quality
or be able to finally
pass over in peace
and pieced together
the fractured soul
that is also
an inherent need
that even takes shape/format
in one desperately holding on
to weak ill to even say
what is needed
as vulnerable as a newborn
able to only communicate
thru the feel of energy
critical mass

wins out
to life
more often than not
its remarkable
the power of giving
at those levels

of course
when combined with other levels
such as necessary material supplies
it makes even more sense
of how it empowers life
a clean pair of underwear
raises so much even the dignity
of the sick child
that has finally come dispondant
which you know has been a long time
for it takes forever for a child to become despondant
just like animals
and plants

the new bulldog in the apt building back yard
barking with such a cry
he don't want this act
he is cold and tied up
and wet with rain
this does not promote his growth
it runs him down
and now i got to be a bitch
and say something
why
for it needs attention
if his environment don't change
his suffering is gonna continue
children are watching this bad role example
and have to sleep to its crying nonstop
and the thing is
what are the owners doing
paryting all night

don't get me wrong
partying is no crime
i have done it myself
but it gets to the point
of how much
at what loss of focus
of something else
their partying or the dog suffering
which act to which degree
which as a priority
which promotes more growth
warm up the dog
walk him
buy him a blanket vs the booze
no purebred white bulldog
was not a purchased act
get with the program

no i am not thrilled with this next act
to deal with a group of aggro males
that party own the block
sex a bunch of baby mommas
who are the ones lugging up the laundry and groceries
and sweeping
as you party party while your dog screams out in the cold and rain
if you discern the act
and do the math
the energy is all in the taking
at the costs of others

oprah's show on how her and other key figure celebs
where raising the money from selling cellphones
designed soley to gather money for aids medications in africa
left a huge impression on me

they focused the show on a young teen boy around 14
they kept on speaking of how this med
will make such a differnce with him
as they kept on filming him and his family
many little ones
his mother no father
and a hut of an adobe
and all of them huddled
he was the oldest
and the son

he kept on crying
in desperation
none of the actors or crews could identify what his problem was
he wanted dignity
for him and his family
the attention
the love
he was basically screaming it out in tears and grunts
as he lay weak on the floor in soiled blankets
what he needed most was not given
he died in a few days

discerning the act
is what stood out to me most
discerning the act
with compassion
and that is where solutions reside
questioning the priorities
of the locations
and more is always found

even in the critical areas
behind the outspoken
that group
and have more supplies
and attention
are ones in more critical
ones with critical skills
that have been shut-out
by the dominant group thinks

questioning group affiliations
that stood out to me also

the biggest job we have created on this planet
is giving resources and care
including energetically
to ones in need
we are at critical mass
if we like it or not
it is what it is
and what also is
is resources are available
and that all zones where healing becomes the focus
need to be required santuary zones
to protect the life that is being nursed

we don't need more working psychic phone calls
on the dollars of minute
with the goal to keep ones on the phone as long as possible
if ones have those skills
they are needed to help discern safety routes

we don't need the vampire popular shows
that attract the polarity
of selfserving focus, hooking, taking

especially if we look at energy as economy as currency
and as needs

we do need the various artforms
that speak to all
but that is not sufficient
and other levels need the 'arranged marriage'
of other levels
of focus
that give

at these levels
other diversities
are irrelevant
a life is a life
and life does respond
in gratitude
to giving what is needed
and the more direct the focus
the more discerning that is
the growth mulltiplies
in harmonic proportions
an arranged composition
flexible
with the unique individual
inherent blueprint
of life

and we have no college classes on that
even in the medical schools

yet various ones when spoken to
that are influenced by the arts of various voices
will become lit in their flames
with further purpose
in their pursuits
regardless of the dominant group think
to go the systematic way
and in turn
well maybe spins
will grow
growth towards becoming
their own piece
peace
of the
inherent puzzle
which since the inherent puzzle is at critical maas
direct action-focus
is at mass for critical constructive changes
at accellerated rates.
Math is the answer in what to do.
Rewrite the formulas of action
to equal out to zero.
We all have various homework assignments
Math is energy is math.
The formulas used worldwide are not equations in balance.
Imbalanced formulas will and have created
imbalanced acts.
Discern the act
and the invisible
becomes visible
further
in growth, love, laughter, solutions, unity, action, change, constructive realities, space, and doing math together.

[mothabones]

below

[mothabones]

The roots of the issue.
Confict resolutions: Who started the issue and why? and why has it gotten to this point of walls, rocks thrown-what more did either side do and why?
What actions and energy were done before that.
This goes for confict with two people, or countries.
What is the root issue, were any sides willing for healing, did one side say they did not care what they thought, and what limits were victims being defined under that caused even forms of superiority?

The root-further broken down-who harmed initially and why? Why did they do it to that particular person and group and also, why would they even do that act in the first place?
group think
superiority
blatant hate
racism
prejudice
to gain/overpower to resources-external and internal (such as the perv on train with your daughter-that is an example of trying to gain internal power over another and soulsteal
stereotyping
discrimination

and then
what are the roots of that?
what energy is being suppressed, repressed, excessive and why? what is the timeline of this individual on a physical, entergetic, emo levels-what would lead to this type of behavior-what internal causes (implosions) lead to external actions of harm/explosions

who were the victims before that-same questions and timelines-how was the history of the hate created-what females were injured or left empowered by what sides or by both sides to the other party females or even to same party to their own.

healing-must address the energetic misbalances-regardless of race-religion-everyone has an inherent energetic blueprint that when in balance-will not lead to these things..
the healing aspect is a whole packet in itself and there are multiple protocals for each individual situation

who has not taken authentic accountability and action-and accountability on all levels of harm?
why not-for behind the excuse there is further continuation of the initial root that devalued a different life?
what priorities has the acts been given to redress or what priorities have been done to ignore the root issue and why would one or group or country be and show kindness, concern to others while ignoring harms caused to another?

how does that add up as further perpetuations of the initial act.

ones stating no apathy but being apathetic in their own issues of harm-how does that further energetically harm the initial and what mixed messages does that send-and then what are the various harms, including outcasting, on an energetic basis.

others sympathizing or not-how does that further cause energetic warfare by ignoring blatant suffering and oppression-and why are degrees of harm taken from third parties and minimized by the ones that are enduring it that know better than anyone else the harm and degree, and perpetuations, because they are the ones living it and enduring it

others sympathizing but offer false hopes and do nothing or not enough to be authentic to context--how does that affect the energy-emotions-body---what effects as cruelty does that have on the individual, group, country

being alienated, outcasted-by walls, gypsies, economics, disaster and toxic zones, sexually abused--what energ do these messages of beng labelled as inferior and with deficiencies have on further damages, esp energetically and survival wise

the stated victim(s) knowing their inherent worth--and all of this occuring-how does this further cause harm due to the high conflict of energy of how treat and tend to self vs. how being treated by others-the ultimate alienation-the ultimate root of discrimination that has led to all wars, deaths,murders, etc..

do the ones that cause harm treat others with that ultimate why still perpetrating their hate and apathy-apathy also fits into the movement therapy graph zone of hate
just as in chinese medicine various symptoms and emotions can be discerned further by further defining their definition and various combinations in degrees:
apathetic in ignorance
apathetic hate/disgust
apathetic distraction
etc...
each is a dif plane zone on the graph
where does the root perpetrator(s) sit and what is the timeline to the other party before, during, afterwards
for example: male of status abuses female
timeline:
before act: showing respect, open energy
during act: traumatizing, energy hooks. soul possession/fracturing, immobilzing, excess that suppresses and immoblizes, repression by both parties-one out of trauma the other to hide
after act-apathetic, disgust of perp to victim, alienating her from groups, peers, ignoring skills and inherent value and purpose
after act 1-inauthentic apology, further energetic games and manipulations to injured party, while minizing root effects, and longer term effects on party, including surviving
after act-victim gets angry, yells fuck you, etc...is further hated upon for expressing what must be expressed
after act2-victim is in warzone-perpetrator further ignores how their acts affected to weaken and the residuals-refuses to ever process that-ignores victim in war zone even when becomes further injured by external factors-further alienation, oppression, suffering, outcasting, discrimination, outcasting---the perpetrator continues the energy of the initial act to the victim and uses other deconstructive environmental factors to reason further and excuse why this individual does not deserve quality and assistance.

and there you go-exactly just like the energy of warfare:

and on the graph:

they met at zero or what appeared to be (all infants are there)-the balance point

then it was brought to the left of the graph and down-the initial act---southwest-sw

ignoring it--the harms leads to a further descent of the energy-it becomes further stagnant and the toxins multiply

the offer of false hope-the energy jumps to the right and up-so now we are in a diff plane-se

the falsity is revealed-the energy has now been further hooked, revamped, and toxified-this adds to the initial root mass harm that was not ever addressed and there is an increased jump back to sw-that is a further shock to the system and further validates the extent of toxic hate and disregard one has to that life

this is when the victim either becomes immoblzed again-due to spirit loss-dejection-suicides (inner anger from the abuse) is very high her in this big drop of energy to the left-the entire midline is thrown sw as if the initial act just occured-this is also where it can truly be defined as sadistic when the other party makes attempts to push ones to suicide and walk away-pretty sic
or this is when that drop throw happens-the victims throw rocks in various formats in order to be heard, knowing their worth in various degrees, knowing the initial acts and proceeding ones were not cool and knowing the hypocricy of it
the hypocricy of it is a key issue-point--for the hyprocricy further magnifies the initial!!!

and that is warfare roots that are necessary to end war
the energetic issues build walls-visible or visible-to outcast in superiority and immoblize...

that is how it all becomes very complicated

why truth is of upmost importance
why all the weakened sides need to be most heard
and how even of ones of actions of hateharm can still be loved
for they give and benefit to others smack in the face of who they crimed
they deny the very wounds they caused, that they reburden, and never clean up but add to
and act like its all in the victims head and label with deficiences

same old formulas been going on for way to long..

care packages-i am willing to send what i can find-i have mostly medical supplies such as bandages, herbs to poultice wounds, chinese herb pills for parasites, lyme disease, flu, etc...alcohol, hydrogen peroxide, bandaids, a sling, cloth ankel, knee/wrist braces, playing cards, sodium chloride shots, diabetic needles, flower essences, cold/heat pads, some clothes, some makeup for the girls to play with, etc...
what is needed-what are the illnesses and wound types-prevalent and acute---and chronic--who are the ones in critical-both acute and chronic-what are their ages--

what are those addresses to send them to? and who can help with shipping costs? if stock box tincture bottles can be purchased-more homes.crisis centers can have the emergency ones handy...
remember-slowing down the n.s. can give a life just a tad longer to live-and quite a few died recently..

are there a list of any animals in need?-i can further garner issue attention for medical assist and resources if we also document animal life affected.

well i am ready willing able to give
please generate more direct info for me
care packages are a necessity
even saving the effort of a day pass-saves money and energy, esp if weak

also-lettrs-phonecalls--referall/witness letters--where should those go?
of course my example letters are not how to write it-the sarcasm needs to be deleted-the witness part of it and requesting change, services, resources are what the power of the letter is..
the dresscode letter to morehouse exemplfies those attributes to some degree
freedom of expression is the right and need of the ones in need-the anger should not be an excuse to close the door-the anger is a natural response to pain,suffering, and oppression-and even a stage in healing the grief and mourning what was lost-including energetically,soul loss and fracturing

even according to the graph one must turn east and go down--yet thing is-don't expect the victims even if immobilized to be down-for then that just further defines them in limits
perhaps they are dancing and singing as gypsies even in an external envir that pulls them down-and what degrees they attach to their inherent will also accellerate them up--in overadaptation-overcompensation with reservoirs of energy being fed as fast as being drained

so then their location is different-the victim is no longer a victim but a survivor-even further aware-and the whole discerning the act goes even further..
its all math...
one side is lacking so factors and coefficients need to be giving along with hanging partiples.

Many israeli teens are responding to you-saying they care but it is a complicated issue:
Fact-every friday is shabbas-tons of food-healthy and sustaining-i would gobble it up myself--
great to add to carepackages-gives the ones that already stated they cared-something to do-and they say no work or travel on shabbas-yet it is allowed for emergency and medical situations

not all israelies want to join the army-it is forced-unless your name is bar rafaeli
she is now supposed to be a human ambassador for israel
great-we got some work for here--she has mass access to resources--including celeb gift bags--and her sex appeal can be used to influence ones to give and assist her in giving
she also travels to israel from la often for photo ad shoots-great way to deliver supplies
leonardo dicaprio-her on off longterm boyfriend-has had the privilege with meeting with much of the israeli parliame--he could easily be in this also to give to life in need-he sits on boards for human and animal rights and has built up that image-image could be used for direct action

bar, leo, saul, israeli poet-due to their status and favor have expanded safety and immunity in those areas-the guards were watching but with a no name the guards might have approached
celebs that are arrested, for what would be "trespassing jurisdictions" will be given way more leeway and support-they might get arrested for one day in a fancier holding cell-not for months with torture..
assistants to help that are with celebs are not only offered more protection but more types of documentation that the world will allow to be seen on media channels--

gypsies--israel should let more in-many gypsies were killed in holocausts--and both saul and madonna have now spoken on it-gyspy lore has alot of healing modalities-the jobs for gypsies are already present in the needs in israel-also many of them need care also--also many have entertainment to provide-and quite a few are great with animals also--

madonna-calls herself a jew, and spoke on the gypsies-a letter from her, supplies, resources

badu-had a concert in israel-she has access to mass resources-she speaks of life as energy-so the various race and religious differences should not be the issue-she has a baby-so she should not be in zone unless chooses

monet-influence is growing strong-pals with diddy-tons of resources untapped there

jayz-did a song with saul-he is only one phonecall away-and a letter from him would be quite helpful-connects to beyonce--jessica biel also just sang to timberlake on the beach-if ya like it then put a ring on it-givin, great activity to do tog

sports illustrated-beyonce leads to bar rafeli and other models and media

saul's mother-very active in church-many elder ladies could put carepackages together from their church members and its a great activity that children and teens could do to help

parents with kids/teens-great activity to do together-very bonding and sets great role examples

russel simmons-saul worked with his pal rick rubin-rubin is jewish-both tapped into major resources and again, letters and calls from them-quite influential-he also hang with many influential rabbis, esp in ny they are often in his office-leads to deepak chopra leads to sauls letter to deepak, etc...
leads to twiiter

persia white-animal issues-says on her website the future is now and how awareness is key-she is connected to many organizations, including scientology-which opens door for detox-which opens up doors to tom, will,kate, victoria and beckin, etc..-and she is connected to joquin phoenix--who is connected to leonardo, which is connected to steven spielberg, etc..and is exwife of saul-so communication doors are there-and also connects with peta which connect to chloe kardashian which connects to gay rights chloe stood up for and a miami radio show besides their own

peta not to thrilled with since their immed response to feral cats being murdered was to gather them up for euthanization, calling them the nuisance, with a plan to exclude the initial rescuers that had invested so much time, care, finances, and endangerment
though peta does lead back to newark
for they have a billboard about toxins here
which lead to booker, ashton kutcher, russel simmons, david letterman, conan, veronica webb, gayle king
which rounds back to oprah to obama...

ex girlfriend mother of xuly-she is connected to major media-choregraphs for bigtime artists-that is the media channel options are further opened

sauls sisters and husbands--attorneys, dc, and teachers--great resources right there
and it is xma/hanuka/kwaanza season-so tis the season of giving-time it takes to put up a tree-many carepackages and letters could be written

trent reznor-and wife---saul def can convince them to help-that also opens doors to marsvolta, janes addiction, and more

kanye west-worked with cx and saul also wrote a letter on internet to support one of his songs that some fans were tearing apart--great work for one to do-caregiving packages-great way to deal with anger issues-his mom would be proud

russel simmons-can not stress if one has power to actually give away free prescription medical cards-then that should def be tapped locally to over there-without though, stating meds are the cure, but focusing on what is needed for highest quality

oprah-saul was in one of her movies and also wrote her an interestingly timed article on hiphop, religion, and the goddess--she is quite connected to obama and wife-many resources there

melodi eshani-paki roots-selling highend shoes/jewelry to stars and working on their photoshoots and highly endorsed by saul--great contact to further gift bags, etc..

monet-young teen endorsed by saul-birthday party attended--he has assisted highly with her voice to be heard-she could really help stimulate the gift bag care bag phenomenon

lenny kravitz and daughter-same story, connects to toms ex wife-much resources there

the rappers the rappers-so many saul knows and influences and supports
so many kids from them also where giving and preparing gift bags would be such a healthy activity to participate in

france-saul is there-israeli hatred there is pretty high-many violent crimes to them-saul has already attended events that link him to power there and parisian parliament--the big palestinian university is in paris also-also some of the biggest healing bath and detox centers!!! france has not been strong with the us on many vibes..

europe-passed a legislation on products containing toxins-that further assists for war-zone and toxic zones to be deemed toxic and in need of care

kara walker-prof artist at columbia-major resources there from many academia and artist ties-another friend of sauls

cx-his major pal-his song is now for american apparel-that is owned in canada-great, now canada is in the mix-also ties in the natives in alaska that have tribes also in canada-also so many clothes to donate-great ones that layer and are good for both hot and cold weather, and for movement

nike-great resource saul has for shoes to be donated-sneakers and boots are quite necessary to walk on land full of bomb shards

morehouse college-saul recently went in a skirt and wrote a internet wordwide letter on the dresscode-he was escorted off campus-i am sure if he went with this issue-he would be escorted onto campus and assisted by the pres and alumni

newark baptist church-many who would love to give and many who need help also and would love the attention from saul to his hometown which has much poverty, toxic exposures, and violence and drugs
the preacher already expressed how great their needs are and how saul has not come back yet

mtv-saul is mass connected to many in various offices

rev al sharpton-saul grew up with him at his house-saul's dad was very supportive to him-esp in the case of the girl that expressed she was raped--al sharpton is very outspoken in support for palestinians, pals with badu, jay electronica, etc..

newark preacher-used to practice in newburgh-very big connections to politics in nj and dc, huge baptist church-was a peer of his father

britney spears-saul met her at a studio-she has much access to celebgift bags and other teen idols such as hannah montana-and hey-its britneybitch..

nba-saul has been connecting with them-airing media of his song-many giftbags those wives and girlfriends have access and time to do-sport greats have great skills for frontline care of victims-perhaps their sport training was for this next level

chris rock-came to see saul in ny-big voice heard also-given status

strippers-so many all the celebs know-so many would be great nurses-and so many have very low esteem and past trauma sex issues-would be a great opp for them--cx knows many and persia white music was loved by many of them

beastie boys-rap connection-long island jews--great resource there-one remark from saul or others could get the ballrolling in ways thousands of remarks from another won't be heard

skaters/surfers-many connected to saul and trent-perhaps other waves and turf are to be mastered-great athletic skills there to assist on frontlines

russel again-connected to dalai lama and other ones of yogi-connected to kanyes' girlfriend and the girl paid to have sex with x new york governor who he met at jivamuki and who expressed she wanted to be a nurse and help others who was not allowed at celeb party of fashion designer friend of russell-hilfinger-who has been outcasted unecessarily

which leads to models
many of them---which leads to more gift bags, clothes, connections--all connected by a 1/2 to 1/3 geometric which equals a triangle...

which leads to kimora-tons of resources there-closets full, factories full

brooke shields-saw danced with her at film festival--many resources there

nyu-saul is alumni-nyu also has medical and law schools-research could also document alot of this

the fans-oh so many-memorizing every word-so many eager to find more ways to function and express themselves
which leads to australia
australia has the leading univ hospital in the world that uses western care with australian essences which are interestingly very good for cancers, cancers from toxins, and energy cleansing (cactus is great for energy cleansing-hence the thorns on the stalk)..has much land for migrants and connects to the native issue--aboriginal

africa--many trips there-also connects to nelson mandela which connects to isman and naomi cambell-and naomi would prob really benefit from these activities for anger management-last employee was accused of stealing jeans and had a cellphone thrown to her face-she might of as well thrown a rock by the bruise it gave

which connects to tyra-lovely tyra-she wants to be the next oprah and oprah is stepping down to manage her own tv channel and pursue more political interests-tyra's last show was on disgusting habits-she had nosepickers and such on her show-not good for ratings or a nomination----shows on this would be and she could still talk about herself--

dresscode morehouse-leads to gay diversities-many want there rights-ny just passed no marriage law--freedom of expression deeper than dress codes could be enhanced--to freedom of movement, access, and being-also orthodox jew and palestian dresscodes for females uncover alot of gender inequality issues
which leads to ellen degeneres--she had a rescue cat on her set for awhile--that opens up the door in many ways
which leads to janelle monae-she is in mags mass now like vogue, for her male apparel homogenous-teen was not allowed her pic in yearbook for wearing a suite
which leads to more students-not allowed to express themselves thru fashion in school
which leads to parents-and teachers

arnold schwarzenigger- gov of cali-saul lived there-which leads to kennedies which leads to onassis bloodline and also many european roots and connection

prince albert son-writes to saul on myspace-his mom diana was big in giving-major resources and connections there-sons also have mass army, equestrian,and africa respite care under their belts and high influence on the ladies

which leads to queen and thatcher-mass hoarding in those castles-so much to give--breeding with other races would really enhance the looks

which leads to m.i.a.-she lived in london-she over and over tries to get celebs to help on sri lanka issues-she is married to big time record industry owner son who also owns major liquor/wine company-mass resources there-organzing it--absent..

which leads to sting, genesis, etc..-london, england--connects with obama and oprah and aids in africa

the kardashians-persian-major connect for gift bags-plus they would totally give if encouraged--which leads to peta which winds back to persia white

which leads to hugh hefnor-kim was on cover-and those playmates and girllfriends they give when asked by celebs,look cute while doing it, and there are mass resources there and hugh would make sure his girls are safe

which leads to paris hilton-kim kardashian and her were buds-major hotel chains to room ones in need-major product for gift bags-great way for paris, an aquarian, to polarize her tendencies

which leads to her friends with celeb dads

which leads to stevie wonder--they had me standing on the front lines
which leads to india irie and so many other singers

which leads to the jacksons which saul got mj scholarship-yet their family is still in mourning and invesigating
but this does lead directly back to al sharpton
and nelson mandela
and even justin timberlake-and jessica biel-who has a website of various organizations put up-

which leads to many dj's that trace right back to saul
which leads to another x girlfriend that brought supplies and donkey in india
and had or has a health show
and access to many healing modalities

which lead to further access in the energetic realm of things--that even justin timberlake has used

and lets not forget parliament and all the other singers that connect with them-even from their old practice joint in upstate ny-at the army base carrier site-which leads to singers from woodstock area whose parents were famous-

which leads to frank zappa kids-returning back to joquain phoenix and his siblings-one sister married into hollywood also

which leads to keanu reeves who was a good friend of river
which leads to michael stipe
and music in atlanta and that music town in georgia
which lead back to morehouse to the sister college
and the other college that competes with morehouse
which is tons of people
which leads to bill cosby
whose own son was killed by violence
which leads to bonet and back to lenny

word of mouth in action-could go a lonngggg way..


all the connections are there-its the direct action and focus that is needed-not the parties/events-the ls can go on and on-its like a major expressive movement expressive arts as action event for celebs and all-expect an invitation with a needs list in ur emall soon (to save paper)
as my pops said-put all on one page--here is a first draft




all of us that have various skills-manythat the above don't have...

obama-saul was at whitehouse this year-another opp to influence change, giving, awareness,support

facebook, myspace, this site-tons of fans waiting to be guided--lots could be done and raised that way

200 universities plus--another open door full of academia power people who if get arrested the pres would intervene...many resources there to connect directly with medical, politics, and universities over there

but lets not forget, everywhere, including us-need carepackage, letters,support

two of some of the best western medical schools are in israel-the students could gather more medical supplies--when one starts, others follow---
the famous poet guy---not sure why he did not go to bilan with you-his voice is heard--he could use his power of status favor to generate more action-
point is not religion and who better-point is ones are hungry,sick, traumaed by this-and there are many innocents and most of their farming land for sustenance has been taken away...-priority is life-not focusing on differences and making excuses why ones don't deserve to have quality and safety...
yes they threw rocks
why-hungry, trauma, not heard...
the CONTEXT OF THE VICTIMS IN NEED CAN NOT BE IGNORED..OR IT FURTHER PERPETUATES THE ABUSE WITH FALSE JUSTIFICATIONS..
also, sitting by bedside of sick and injured-what a wonderful mitzvah to do on shabbas-hold the leg or the arm or acupressure the foot, send loving energy--that can really hold a life on,give hope, and assist in sustaining
what children and babies need to be held-what mothers are tired and need a few hours at least, of respite
what elderly and chronically ill-are not as attended to-in crisis-that happens alot

FOR EXAMPLE-AS ALL TRUTH IS PARALLEL:
weakened liver-creates anger, irritability, go from cold to hot, hard to sleep, collicky, sensitive to touch, reacts strongly to environments that further overburden already overburdened, --meridians that need to be acupunctured bring the hot energy down which is also wet---watermelon helps cool the system--acupressure the soles of the feet-calves are swollentender, heart becomes weaker with weak kidney

water supplies might be present but toxic-weakens liver-kidneys---wetness and candida parasites increase, other parasites invited to host on body, immune system weakens,

the sick-angry or despondant-the crying baby has more chance than the despondant one-that is a later stage of the breakdown--throwing rocks is the angrycry baby--that is good-from a healing perspective

well must be another big pollution day here from factories, superfund,incinerator cuz me and some animals are barfing again-so back to subq iv's, hotbaths, massage, epson salts, and dancing the havana gila crunk style...



thankyou.

[crisquariusisdead]

you've got a strong heart. your telling of this experience has me in tears, just shaken. and yeah, frightened.

you've also got a good head on your shoulders, to relate this as concisely as you have, to go through it and see it, with all its complexities- the sheer weight of these concepts- opressive governments ruling with fear and violence, that children are born into this situation, wed to motives dictated by histories built up and dashed to nothing over and over, and futures slated by families, communities, medias, nations pushing old agendas on impressionable minds. Minds that deserve the right to be taught unbiased truth, to be given the chance to think for themselves- but this is what scares me- how many of these is it too late for? And what does it mean for the rest of us?

I feel like a face with a big leather boot on me, pressing down, and waiting, and waiting...

Happy holidays, everyone!